It’s now been over a year since I started filming (blog on that here) and, one of the things I found was how much some doors and opportunities opened up for me as I proved to be reliable.
So, after filming with Merciless Dominas last July, I was invited to the Berlin shoot at the Torture Farm in October 2016. Unfortunately, prior commitments stopped me taking that – however, in the hope an opportunity would come back up, I took the chance in June 2017 – and things probably turned out a lot better this way.
I tend not to do week-in-the-life of kinda posts. I mean, there’s often things happen or things on my mind most weeks. But still.
Anyway, the past week or so has been really positive in many aspects of my life.
“I love the pathetic noises you make as you squirm”
Has it been an hour? Or ten minutes? Or ninety minutes? More?
I have no idea.
It is dark, I’m encased in the vac bed – and whilst this feels quite tight, every now and then I feel Ms Evilyne pumping more air in as it wraps into *every* crack and crevasse.
All I can see is darkness and the vivid fantasies in my head. Every one I feel guilty about, every one a distraction.
I’d been curious about attending a Femdom event for quite a while.
There’s often been reasons I’ve not – whether it’s been uncertainty of if it’s for me, or general nerves. Too much expectancy and then disappointment or even just a vision that there was a risk of too many single subs all desperate for play and in that kind of set up I get a bit intimidated and step back which has me have no chance.
But some of this is all pre-conceptions and worry and the likes- but the whole concept of Bitches Unleashed was too good to miss.
It’s been a year today since I first filmed a clip as a filming slave.
I have been sitting on a draft about filming, in general for many months – and now seems a good time to do a final version of it 🙂
The other day I put up a tweet inviting topic requests for blogs.
Punishing Times suggested
“Your experiences with CP and tips for what works, what doesn’t?”
This is my experience in CP.
There’s so many clubs and events and things that I want to check out – and – sometimes the right sort of prompt can take you out.
I’ve written before about the Secret 102 radio show (blog here), which I enjoy and the concept of a meet up of some of the listeners and presenters seemed a perfect opportunity – taking place at Club Subversion.
Update : This blog has now been updated with links to clips – please scroll to bottom.
One thing I enjoy about a lot of the things I get involved in is that absolutely anything can come from anywhere
There’s stories I haven’t told – maybe one day I will, in the wrong order. But, the idea of some of these blog posts came after I’d been in a position to be like “Hey, do you mind if I write about how awesome You are?”
Back in January, I wrote a blog post which was a story based on something which happened, which focused on a moment and a mood.
In my post it’s a long post which reflects over something which probably only took a few seconds in reality.
You can read my story here… clicky
I’m not really one for planting trigger words, but the right words at the right time sums up a moment and creates such dynamics. At the time I thought time was up or that I was finished… but no, “I’m not done with you yet” she told me…
That’s how I began this year.