Journey and Opinions of a BDSM Kinkster

Category Diary / Journey

Diary : Filming with Fetish SINema

I feel I’ve been a bit lax in doing the diary posts for some of the filming days and so wanted to get back on it. I think part the problem was I was doing a lot of filming very… Continue Reading →

UK Fetish Awards / I’m up for two awards

NOTE : this is an old blog – the voting links are no longer relevant and have been removed.   So.  April sees the first UK Fetish Awards and I’m pleased to say I’m nominated for 2 different awards. –… Continue Reading →

2019 in review

Re-reading my 2018 review I couldn’t help but get a sense of de ja vous. Initially, I’d tried and failed to write a 2019 write-up I was happy with. That, as I’m sure most people will know, I find it… Continue Reading →

Diary : An Evening of Mixed Wrestling

I often thought I was cursed with Mixed Wrestling. It’d been something I’d be curious to be involved in; every time I tried to sort something, something would happen. Injuries, last minute problems, someone else just pipping me on applying… Continue Reading →

Diary : Filming, Strap On Parties, more filming – a busy May!

I have been incredibly and wonderfully busy recently – the downside of this is that it’s been really difficult to individually blog all of the experiences. Though, I don’t like to blog *everything* for assorted reasons. First off. I’ve not… Continue Reading →

So – I launched my own clip store

So, it’s here. My own Femdom clipstore. Who’d have thought it? When I first started filming 3 years ago it was a little bit “Wouldn’t this be fun to do sometime”.  Things have come a little way since then. Of… Continue Reading →

Diary : Meeting Miss Jasmine

“What you going to write? That we drank tea and talked?” “Maybe I will…” It’s funny, really. And an important reminder of the importance of doing things without set expectations and to enjoy taking things as they come.

Feeling more like myself

I’m not going to lie, I’ve found things fairly tough for a while now. It’s felt a bit that just as one thing was going right or getting sorted another thing was going wrong and it’s felt like constant firefighting… Continue Reading →

Diary : Filming with Nina Hiss – and a clip landmark

It wasn’t an intention to go for a landmark number of clips; but, perhaps that in itself was why doing my 200th clip was so valuable. I’d talked on and off about doing some filming with Nina Hiss – and… Continue Reading →

Learning from my mistakes.

Over the past few months I’ve been making mistakes. Lots of mistakes.  Many quite small and many not noticeable until they all compound at the end. In a nutshell – a lot stems to ultimately, unfairly relying on and pressurising… Continue Reading →

Diary : The Past 8 Months

I sat the other day and felt I hadn’t made a diary post in quite some time. I then looked over and found there’d been just one diary style post within the last 8 months – and that was a… Continue Reading →

2018 in Review

A review of the year is fairly… it’s tricky. See, I’ve attempted a few drafts – because I feel there’s this balance difficult to weigh up. I could just showcase my highlights, but that doesn’t really look too much at… Continue Reading →

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