eyemblacksheep

Journey and Opinions of a BDSM Kinkster

Do I Deserve This?

Do I deserve this? I am going to cut straight to the chase, I struggle, at times, with ‘Impostor Syndrome’. In saying that – sometimes when I’m struggling I do acknowledge this is the problem, that it is a known… Continue Reading →

Story : Meet Amelia

“You actually asked for this?” “Yes, Mistress” “Meet Amelia… you may give her a kiss” So, I did – a little kiss planted down the length of the leather.

Diary: Return to the Berlin Farm

After a really good weekend at the Hidden Torturer Farm last year, it was certainly a no-brainer to repeat the opportunity. (Read here for last years adventures). Like previously, I was going with a view to be of assistance to… Continue Reading →

Fantasy v Reality : Mistakes Many Make

There’s been a lot on my mind lately regarding fantasy vs reality. While, perhaps, a deeper blog on my thought process could be one “for the future” – this blog here is more designed at some of the many pitfalls… Continue Reading →

Jealousy in Kink

Something that has been a struggle for me at times has been jealousy. I want to talk about some of my struggles and spirals. Some of this I drafted when feeling quite low, but a lot was written or reviewed… Continue Reading →

Am I even kinky?

Am I even kinky? I asked myself that today. Well. Today as of when I’m writing this blog, so in reality probably a different day. And, I know others have had similar thought processes. It is an extension, of course,… Continue Reading →

Are Pro-Domme sessions too cheap?

It’s been a bit of a hot topic – and it does tie in a little bit with stuff I’ve said in the past. Are Pro-Domme sessions actually TOO CHEAP?

So, I’m umm… up for an award. Vote for me?

So, well. I’m up for an award at the UKAP Awards I’m in the “Best Website” category. I feel a little bit of a fish out of water.

Diary : Filming with House of Sinn

The very first time I filmed with House of Sinn was before I even started this blog/diary. The second time was something I didn’t write about, because I don’t diary everything.  To go 3 times without writing about them, especially… Continue Reading →

Diary : Clip 100 – Filming with Miss Suzanna

I think this sets a current record – W/we had talked about filming again since W/we first met… 14 months previously. Of course, W/we have met since then – but filming is always a different context. In today’s filming –… Continue Reading →

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