Journey and Opinions of a BDSM Kinkster

Category Diary / Journey

“I want to be like you” – the strangers trying to coattail

Every now and then I get a message from another guy. The general vibe is usually “You get to do cool things and meet nice Women, I would also like that” Sometimes I even get “maybe you could take me… Continue Reading →

Diary – BTS Filming: with Penny Banks, Mxtress Valleycat and Miss Abigail

This is a slightly rare blog post in the sense that… I don’t actually appear very much. I spent most of the week behind a camera, often trying to keep a straight camera and straight face for a few days… Continue Reading →

Ownership within D/s

Someone asked me on Curious Cat “What does ownership mean to you?” I replied, of course, that this wasn’t something I could sum up in a couple of lines. I have been working on drafts regarding ownership for a while…. Continue Reading →

Do I Deserve This?

Do I deserve this? I am going to cut straight to the chase, I struggle, at times, with ‘Impostor Syndrome’. In saying that – sometimes when I’m struggling I do acknowledge this is the problem, that it is a known… Continue Reading →

Story : Meet Amelia

“You actually asked for this?” “Yes, Mistress” “Meet Amelia… you may give her a kiss” So, I did – a little kiss planted down the length of the leather.

Diary: Return to the Berlin Farm

After a really good weekend at the Hidden Torturer Farm last year, it was certainly a no-brainer to repeat the opportunity. (Read here for last years adventures). Like previously, I was going with a view to be of assistance to… Continue Reading →

Am I even kinky?

Am I even kinky? I asked myself that today. Well. Today as of when I’m writing this blog, so in reality probably a different day. And, I know others have had similar thought processes. It is an extension, of course,… Continue Reading →

So, I’m umm… up for an award. Vote for me?

So, well. I’m up for an award at the UKAP Awards I’m in the “Best Website” category. I feel a little bit of a fish out of water.

Diary : Filming with House of Sinn

The very first time I filmed with House of Sinn was before I even started this blog/diary. The second time was something I didn’t write about, because I don’t diary everything.  To go 3 times without writing about them, especially… Continue Reading →

Diary : Clip 100 – Filming with Miss Suzanna

I think this sets a current record – W/we had talked about filming again since W/we first met… 14 months previously. Of course, W/we have met since then – but filming is always a different context. In today’s filming –… Continue Reading →

Diary : Filming with Sir Claire Black

I kinda love it when things come together so nicely. I’d very much been interested in doing something with Sir Claire Black since, well, since She was recommended to me 10 months ago.

A more personal take on getting out what you put in

Having scrapped my planned blog for this week (honestly, it needed nuking – my good points in there will be mopped up on a future blog.) I had an inspiration for some writing earlier – and this is probably going… Continue Reading →

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