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So – I launched my own clip store

So, it’s here. My own Femdom clipstore. Who’d have thought it? When I first started filming 3 years ago it was a little bit “Wouldn’t this be fun to do sometime”.  Things have come a little way since then. Of… Continue Reading →

Being Good Enough

One of the things you may know I’ve struggled with in the past of the feeling of “being good enough”. Because there’s always someone prettier, richer, can take more, more popular, has better contacts, has a specialist ability, so on…. Continue Reading →

Bonding far from perfect? Yeah, but so is our own industry.

Although this blog post isn’t about the TV show ‘Bonding’ it is partially inspired by it. If you’re unfamiliar with the show – it’s a Netflix show regarding a young Dominatrix recruiting her high-school friend as an assistant. It’s 7… Continue Reading →

Diary : Filming with Nina Hiss – and a clip landmark

It wasn’t an intention to go for a landmark number of clips; but, perhaps that in itself was why doing my 200th clip was so valuable. I’d talked on and off about doing some filming with Nina Hiss – and… Continue Reading →

“Lucky Slave?” – actually, yes, we’re all lucky.

Maybe there’s some stock in “lucky slave” As some of you probably know, I despise the term “lucky slave” – usually written in a comment to a picture or clip (specifically, the 7 second trailer!) An often common response is… Continue Reading →

Is submission truly selfless?

Is submission truly selfless? Something that I had struggled with in the past was around whether or not my actions were “selfless”. Part of this stemmed from a moment a while ago when two Ladies were discussing guys in general… Continue Reading →

How to get 82.5% Commission from Clips4Sale

How to get 82.5% Commission from Clips4Sale. I’m going to make a drastic change from my usual writing and produce an actual guide… this one being to making more money. There’s a lot going on in the world of clips… Continue Reading →

Finding the right Dominant for you : some vetting tips.

So. You’re scrolling through Twitter or Fetlife or wherever and see photos or mention of someone that makes you go “ooh”. Perhaps this could be a picture or clip of someone you’ve found attractive or maybe something they’ve said that… Continue Reading →

Do I Deserve This?

Do I deserve this? I am going to cut straight to the chase, I struggle, at times, with ‘Impostor Syndrome’. In saying that – sometimes when I’m struggling I do acknowledge this is the problem, that it is a known… Continue Reading →

Diary: Return to the Berlin Farm

After a really good weekend at the Hidden Torturer Farm last year, it was certainly a no-brainer to repeat the opportunity. (Read here for last years adventures). Like previously, I was going with a view to be of assistance to… Continue Reading →

Fantasy v Reality : Mistakes Many Make

There’s been a lot on my mind lately regarding fantasy vs reality. While, perhaps, a deeper blog on my thought process could be one “for the future” – this blog here is more designed at some of the many pitfalls… Continue Reading →

Jealousy in Kink

Something that has been a struggle for me at times has been jealousy. I want to talk about some of my struggles and spirals. Some of this I drafted when feeling quite low, but a lot was written or reviewed… Continue Reading →

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