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So you want to be a film slave

A few months ago I wrote a blog about filming to mark a year of it (read that here), I’ll probably do a direct follow up next year to mark two years of it – but in the meantime…
It did spark a few “Oh, I’d love to get into it” kind of posts and comments. So, here’s an ‘advice’ post.
And then I didn’t.

My Wife and Our Relationship

One idea I toyed with was doing blogs about my favourite Mistresses and why they are so wonderful.
I might do that, one day.   But regardless, I think it’d be more apt to do one about the most special Lady in my life, my wife.
I am going to talk a little about our relationship, our dynamic and I don’t know. It might help others understand, or, it might help others talk with their partners, or if nothing else I get to talk about a passion of mine and our relationship.

Diary : Berlin Filming for Merciless Dominas and Miss Courtney

It’s now been over a year since I started filming (blog on that here) and, one of the things I found was how much some doors and opportunities opened up for me as I proved to be reliable.

So, after filming with Merciless Dominas last July, I was invited to the Berlin shoot at the Torture Farm in October 2016. Unfortunately, prior commitments stopped me taking that – however, in the hope an opportunity would come back up, I took the chance in June 2017 – and things probably turned out a lot better this way.

Diary : This Past Week….

I tend not to do week-in-the-life of kinda posts.  I mean, there’s often things happen or things on my mind most weeks.  But still.

Anyway, the past week or so has been really positive in many aspects of my life.

Staying Safe : Avoiding Scammers

There’s been a bit of a rise recently in attempted scammers.
And, general chancers are fairly common.

Some have been fairly blatant, clear bots. Some, I’ve seen people at least initially fall for.

These are damaging to the whole industry and arguably lifestyle.

Lucky for me I don’t believe in luck…

Lucky for me I don’t believe in luck.

You see it all the time.
“Lucky sub, wish that was me”, “Lucky guy”, etc.

I don’t believe in luck.

Mind. I say that, I do often feel “lucky”.

Why is it always about money?

Why is it always about money?

aka – Pro-Shaming

“Where are all the women?” has been a lowly battle cry since the dawn of the internet.

It’s like the desperate mating call from the male who never leaves his house and is too tight to sign up for a dating site.

Add in some cliche about an unfair ratio or about how “nice guys finish last” and it’s complete.

The Difficult Second Session

I’ve been feeling a little reflectively lately.

I do now and then.

Today marks one year since the second occasion I booked a Private Session with a Professional Mistress. I think it’s interesting to remember some of my feelings going into that.

In music, there’s a term called ‘The Difficult Second Album Syndrome’.

What is… Sploshing ?

I was going to write a blog on Sploshing a while ago, but it fell by the wayside.
Now seems a good time as I’ve had conversations about it with a few different people recently, possibly just a perfect storm between the recent Splosh games – newcombers going “ooh, what is this” and in one case, an idea stemmed from a creepy PM she received.
Sploshing can often be referred to as WAM (Wet and Messy) and – generally does not involve wee or poo or semen (But it can.).   It can be anything from water (mostly in wetlook), food stuffs, mud or slime/gunge (yes, that stuff from Saturday Morning kids TV…)

Diary : On the Edge

“I love the pathetic noises you make as you squirm”

Has it been an hour? Or ten minutes? Or ninety minutes? More?

I have no idea.

It is dark, I’m encased in the vac bed – and whilst this feels quite tight, every now and then I feel Ms Evilyne pumping more air in as it wraps into *every* crack and crevasse.

All I can see is darkness and the vivid fantasies in my head. Every one I feel guilty about, every one a distraction.

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