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Do I Deserve This?

Do I deserve this? I am going to cut straight to the chase, I struggle, at times, with ‘Impostor Syndrome’. In saying that – sometimes when I’m struggling I do acknowledge this is the problem, that it is a known… Continue Reading →

Diary: Return to the Berlin Farm

After a really good weekend at the Hidden Torturer Farm last year, it was certainly a no-brainer to repeat the opportunity. (Read here for last years adventures). Like previously, I was going with a view to be of assistance to… Continue Reading →

Fantasy v Reality : Mistakes Many Make

There’s been a lot on my mind lately regarding fantasy vs reality. While, perhaps, a deeper blog on my thought process could be one “for the future” – this blog here is more designed at some of the many pitfalls… Continue Reading →

Jealousy in Kink

Something that has been a struggle for me at times has been jealousy. I want to talk about some of my struggles and spirals. Some of this I drafted when feeling quite low, but a lot was written or reviewed… Continue Reading →

Am I even kinky?

Am I even kinky? I asked myself that today. Well. Today as of when I’m writing this blog, so in reality probably a different day. And, I know others have had similar thought processes. It is an extension, of course,… Continue Reading →

Diary : Clip 100 – Filming with Miss Suzanna

I think this sets a current record – W/we had talked about filming again since W/we first met… 14 months previously. Of course, W/we have met since then – but filming is always a different context. In today’s filming –… Continue Reading →

I’ll do anything

“I’ll do anything”, “Whatever Mistress/Sir wants” These sound like good tidbits. It’s like there’s been some thought put into the lack of thought. “If I let people know I’m up for anything that it widens my chances” It also, potentially,… Continue Reading →

Diary : Filming with Sir Claire Black

I kinda love it when things come together so nicely. I’d very much been interested in doing something with Sir Claire Black since, well, since She was recommended to me 10 months ago.

Knowing what you seek is halfway to finding it

Submission isn’t always black and white One of the first and most important rules in submission is that ‘the rules’ are defined by your relationship and dynamic. Sometimes the answer “is this normal?” is, “yes” and “does it matter anyway,… Continue Reading →

What have the professionals ever done for us

Initially, I was going to write this as a Monty Python style blog. What have the Professionals ever done for us? Well, apart from better sanitation and medicine and education and irrigation and public health and roads and a freshwater… Continue Reading →

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