I think this is now a third complete re-write on my latest mulling on submission.
There’s been a few different factors and other writings which have inspired me into this, including one I wrote 7 months ago.
I mean, my one 7 months ago – it was a ramble. It was me thinking aloud and excreting words to the screen trying to decide if and where I fit in… and concluded that actually it doesn’t matter if I’m submissive or not as long as everyone involved is happy.
I do stand by that conclusion and will probably always stand by that conclusion.
It’s been a year today since I first filmed a clip as a filming slave.
I have been sitting on a draft about filming, in general for many months – and now seems a good time to do a final version of it 🙂
The other day I put up a tweet inviting topic requests for blogs.
Punishing Times suggested
“Your experiences with CP and tips for what works, what doesn’t?”
So.
This is my experience in CP.
There’s so many clubs and events and things that I want to check out – and – sometimes the right sort of prompt can take you out.
I’ve written before about the Secret 102 radio show (blog here), which I enjoy and the concept of a meet up of some of the listeners and presenters seemed a perfect opportunity – taking place at Club Subversion.
From the archives… based on something from January 2016. Originally published on Fetlife. I do have a footnote….
Here goes…
I lay sprawled across the spanking bench, exhausted.
One thing I enjoy about a lot of the things I get involved in is that absolutely anything can come from anywhere
There’s stories I haven’t told – maybe one day I will, in the wrong order. But, the idea of some of these blog posts came after I’d been in a position to be like “Hey, do you mind if I write about how awesome You are?”
Back in January, I wrote a blog post which was a story based on something which happened, which focused on a moment and a mood.
In my post it’s a long post which reflects over something which probably only took a few seconds in reality.
You can read my story here… clicky
I’m not really one for planting trigger words, but the right words at the right time sums up a moment and creates such dynamics. At the time I thought time was up or that I was finished… but no, “I’m not done with you yet” she told me…
That’s how I began this year.
Over the past few weeks I’ve been really enjoying a radio show on the station Secret102.com
Adam Green’s Asylum is Mon-Thu between 9pm-11pm. This is, effectively, a kink-friendly radio station. Presented by Adam and ‘The Other Bloke’ (Bossman, or, Bitchman, depending on who is insulting him).
At first, I was a bit unsure about this idea. But given I tune in most nights, or download the podcast when I miss it, it’s safe to say I’m hooked.
Kinkster, North-East England… returned to the scene in 2013 and been very active since then.
I wanted to keep this blog as a supplement to my Fetlife blog, some posts will be duplicated on both – some exclusive to one or the other, but discussing my journey and experiences (and a fair few opinion pieces)
I’m a switch, I have been exploring both sides of the slash this year. It’s been a ride.
I tried to write this a few times over the past few weeks.
I end up tying myself in a mess and bulldozed it and started again, but, I think one of the most singular important lessons about kink/BDSM.
Your journey is yours alone.
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