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Why is it always about money?

Why is it always about money?

aka – Pro-Shaming

“Where are all the women?” has been a lowly battle cry since the dawn of the internet.

It’s like the desperate mating call from the male who never leaves his house and is too tight to sign up for a dating site.

Add in some cliche about an unfair ratio or about how “nice guys finish last” and it’s complete.

The Difficult Second Session

I’ve been feeling a little reflectively lately.

I do now and then.

Today marks one year since the second occasion I booked a Private Session with a Professional Mistress. I think it’s interesting to remember some of my feelings going into that.

In music, there’s a term called ‘The Difficult Second Album Syndrome’.

What is… Sploshing ?

I was going to write a blog on Sploshing a while ago, but it fell by the wayside.
Now seems a good time as I’ve had conversations about it with a few different people recently, possibly just a perfect storm between the recent Splosh games – newcombers going “ooh, what is this” and in one case, an idea stemmed from a creepy PM she received.
Sploshing can often be referred to as WAM (Wet and Messy) and – generally does not involve wee or poo or semen (But it can.).   It can be anything from water (mostly in wetlook), food stuffs, mud or slime/gunge (yes, that stuff from Saturday Morning kids TV…)

Diary : On the Edge

“I love the pathetic noises you make as you squirm”

Has it been an hour? Or ten minutes? Or ninety minutes? More?

I have no idea.

It is dark, I’m encased in the vac bed – and whilst this feels quite tight, every now and then I feel Ms Evilyne pumping more air in as it wraps into *every* crack and crevasse.

All I can see is darkness and the vivid fantasies in my head. Every one I feel guilty about, every one a distraction.

Little Things… and who is in control. My latest muse on submission.

I think this is now a third complete re-write on my latest mulling on submission.

There’s been a few different factors and other writings which have inspired me into this, including one I wrote 7 months ago.

I mean, my one 7 months ago – it was a ramble. It was me thinking aloud and excreting words to the screen trying to decide if and where I fit in… and concluded that actually it doesn’t matter if I’m submissive or not as long as everyone involved is happy.

I do stand by that conclusion and will probably always stand by that conclusion.

Diary : Bitches Unleashed Trip

I’d been curious about attending a Femdom event for quite a while.

There’s often been reasons I’ve not – whether it’s been uncertainty of if it’s for me, or general nerves. Too much expectancy and then disappointment or even just a vision that there was a risk of too many single subs all desperate for play and in that kind of set up I get a bit intimidated and step back which has me have no chance.

But some of this is all pre-conceptions and worry and the likes- but the whole concept of Bitches Unleashed was too good to miss.

A Year of Filming

It’s been a year today since I first filmed a clip as a filming slave.

I have been sitting on a draft about filming, in general for many months – and now seems a good time to do a final version of it 🙂

My Experiences in Corporal Punishment

The other day I put up a tweet inviting topic requests for blogs.

Punishing Times suggested
“Your experiences with CP and tips for what works, what doesn’t?”

So.
This is my experience in CP.

Diary – Subversion : Secret 102 Meet

There’s so many clubs and events and things that I want to check out – and – sometimes the right sort of prompt can take you out.

I’ve written before about the Secret 102 radio show (blog here), which I enjoy and the concept of a meet up of some of the listeners and presenters seemed a perfect opportunity – taking place at Club Subversion.

The Magic Words

From the archives… based on something from January 2016. Originally published on Fetlife. I do have a footnote….
Here goes…

I lay sprawled across the spanking bench, exhausted.

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