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Diary : Cardiff, Radio and some good old Corporal Punishment

I love it when a plan comes together…

There were a few things we’d wanted to do… why not do them all in the same long weekend.

So, we did – and a weekend of vanilla fun and general kink unfolded beautifully.

Diary : A Meeting after too long…

6 months in the making.
When I first met Miss Suzanna Maxwell, She captivated me in a way so few do.
What I initially treat as a “good opportunity” or “nice afternoon out” became a whole lot more as I left longing to give Her more.

Diary : Berlin Filming for Merciless Dominas and Miss Courtney

It’s now been over a year since I started filming (blog on that here) and, one of the things I found was how much some doors and opportunities opened up for me as I proved to be reliable.

So, after filming with Merciless Dominas last July, I was invited to the Berlin shoot at the Torture Farm in October 2016. Unfortunately, prior commitments stopped me taking that – however, in the hope an opportunity would come back up, I took the chance in June 2017 – and things probably turned out a lot better this way.

Diary : This Past Week….

I tend not to do week-in-the-life of kinda posts.  I mean, there’s often things happen or things on my mind most weeks.  But still.

Anyway, the past week or so has been really positive in many aspects of my life.

Diary : On the Edge

“I love the pathetic noises you make as you squirm”

Has it been an hour? Or ten minutes? Or ninety minutes? More?

I have no idea.

It is dark, I’m encased in the vac bed – and whilst this feels quite tight, every now and then I feel Ms Evilyne pumping more air in as it wraps into *every* crack and crevasse.

All I can see is darkness and the vivid fantasies in my head. Every one I feel guilty about, every one a distraction.

Diary : Bitches Unleashed Trip

I’d been curious about attending a Femdom event for quite a while.

There’s often been reasons I’ve not – whether it’s been uncertainty of if it’s for me, or general nerves. Too much expectancy and then disappointment or even just a vision that there was a risk of too many single subs all desperate for play and in that kind of set up I get a bit intimidated and step back which has me have no chance.

But some of this is all pre-conceptions and worry and the likes- but the whole concept of Bitches Unleashed was too good to miss.

A Year of Filming

It’s been a year today since I first filmed a clip as a filming slave.

I have been sitting on a draft about filming, in general for many months – and now seems a good time to do a final version of it 🙂

My Experiences in Corporal Punishment

The other day I put up a tweet inviting topic requests for blogs.

Punishing Times suggested
“Your experiences with CP and tips for what works, what doesn’t?”

So.
This is my experience in CP.

Diary – Subversion : Secret 102 Meet

There’s so many clubs and events and things that I want to check out – and – sometimes the right sort of prompt can take you out.

I’ve written before about the Secret 102 radio show (blog here), which I enjoy and the concept of a meet up of some of the listeners and presenters seemed a perfect opportunity – taking place at Club Subversion.

Diary : Filming with Miss Suzanna Maxwell

Update : This blog has now been updated with links to clips – please scroll to bottom.

One thing I enjoy about a lot of the things I get involved in is that absolutely anything can come from anywhere

There’s stories I haven’t told – maybe one day I will, in the wrong order. But, the idea of some of these blog posts came after I’d been in a position to be like “Hey, do you mind if I write about how awesome You are?”

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