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September 2017

Diary : Filming with Ms Evilyne

“I’m really not an idiot,” I unconvincingly try to explain, as I continue to carelessly spill coffee all over myself.
Ms Evilyne just laughs. I’m worried I am showing Her up, but She smiles and says “It’s funny”. Phew.

Truth is, I’m genuinely giddy. It had been such a great day. Even better than I imagined it would be – it was getting to my head a bit. Or possibly a mild twinkle of endorphins running around.

So, let’s rewind. Where am I? What am I doing here? How did I get here?

Diary : A Weekend in the West

For some personal reasons, I’m a little behind on my blogs at the minute.

So, here’s a little overview of a fun packed weekend I had last week, which provided a welcome distraction…

It was just one of those weekends that slotted together. Some stuff I/we wanted to do all happening in the same weekend in a similar-ish area, so made things more cost-effective tying them all together.

Mentally preparing for Mistress

I don’t know if anyone else has any form of routine in preparing for a session.

Now. I’m writing this two-fold, one to share what I do : and two, possibly it may help others. Others either being a Mistress I’m going to see or film with, or other subs to help them get more out of things.

What will you do when the person you admire retires?

Mistress Ana posed a question on twitter earlier this week.

What will you do when the person you admire most, whoever they are, retires and completely washes their hands of adult/sex work?

It’s actually a fear of mine.
And reminds me of the fragility of everything.

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