“I’m really not an idiot,” I unconvincingly try to explain, as I continue to carelessly spill coffee all over myself.
Ms Evilyne just laughs. I’m worried I am showing Her up, but She smiles and says “It’s funny”. Phew.
Truth is, I’m genuinely giddy. It had been such a great day. Even better than I imagined it would be – it was getting to my head a bit. Or possibly a mild twinkle of endorphins running around.
So, let’s rewind. Where am I? What am I doing here? How did I get here?
For some personal reasons, I’m a little behind on my blogs at the minute.
So, here’s a little overview of a fun packed weekend I had last week, which provided a welcome distraction…
It was just one of those weekends that slotted together. Some stuff I/we wanted to do all happening in the same weekend in a similar-ish area, so made things more cost-effective tying them all together.
I don’t know if anyone else has any form of routine in preparing for a session.
Now. I’m writing this two-fold, one to share what I do : and two, possibly it may help others. Others either being a Mistress I’m going to see or film with, or other subs to help them get more out of things.
Mistress Ana posed a question on twitter earlier this week.
What will you do when the person you admire most, whoever they are, retires and completely washes their hands of adult/sex work?
It’s actually a fear of mine.
And reminds me of the fragility of everything.